Good bye

Forgive me for doing this –
The apology is but
formality, just like
your empty promises

no one ever sees me
under you
and I am left with your bad name
just as my hand is left with the smell of your cock

We were never
together by choice, it’s more like
fate minus romance
chance without possibilities
you have me caged
like a girl in a harlot’s house

so hush
and let me slip away
from your slit wrist

for once I feel weightless
free
and alive